This document was written on Sept 2, 2018 when I was in lowest point of my life. I had decided to commit suicide. My suicide would have or have not been occurred on Sept 3 2018. But I have made a choice not to alter any portion of this text. I am posting it on Sept 2 2018.
I believed it to be necessary to communicate this to others in case it helps anyone who might be in similar situation. It might be comforting to some.
Suicide is a way to change something that just cannot exist with even a single droplet of happiness.